Making a commitment to God is not easy. This is especially true with skeptical people. I am not talking about skeptics out there. To put it another way, I am not talking about unbelievers. I am talking about skeptical Christians. I am talking about those of us who continually second guess ourselves. We don’t really trust ourselves. And, just as importantly, we don’t trust others. The alternative options to our faith, while not necessarily compelling, are overwhelming. What if I am wrong? is a haunting thought. This thought puts up road blocks, yield signs and detours all over the highway of our spiritual life. We are perpetually terrified about being wrong.
What does this look like? Maybe we used to read the Bible with great faith, but now pause at every turn, thinking Can this really be true? During worship at church, we sing the songs, but we have to work ourselves into a place where hope is present in our voice. We still teach our children about the principles of the faith, but guilt fills our hearts, since we don’t know if it is really true. We pray to God, seeking some indication that he is really present and really loves us. We long for the “faith like a child” that we remember having in the past, but somehow, we cannot get it back. We are just too skeptical. What if we are wrong?
I am a master of theology. I kid you not. I have a degree (somewhere in my office) which proves it. It says “Master of Theology Degree.” But this is quite the overstatement. Yes, I went to seminary. Yes, I did pretty well and won some awards (those are somewhere in my office too). But I certainly don’t consider myself a master of theology. Nor have I mastered any one aspect of theology. There will always be people out there who know more than me and there will always be factors that I have not considered. In a very real sense, even though I am a “Master of Theology,” I am frequently skeptical of the beliefs I hold dear. More importantly, while I have learned to use and embrace my skeptical nature, I don’t want to be this way.
There are many things that I know almost nothing about, which intrigue me nonetheless. Architecture is one of them. Carpentry is another. Forensics is another thing that interests me, but not enough for me to make any moves in that direction other than watching the television series “Bones.”
Then there are some things that I know just enough about to be dangerous. Paleography is one. Playing the guitar is another. If you ever hear me playing, you would understand the danger. Human anatomy and psychology are both areas in which I have some knowledge, but if I were to attempt to teach on these things, I would look pretty weak to the trained eye.
There are some things that I know pretty well, yet I am still timid about my knowledge. For example, I study exercise and nutrition. I have been certified twice as a weight trainer. However, I have not kept up on these areas well enough to be sure of my knowledge about the latest issues and understandings. I could (and have) held exercise and weight training seminars that were good enough to pass muster with the audience, but would not contribute anything to experts in the field.
Now there are some things that I know really well, and about which I am confident (for the most part) in my knowledge. Systematic theology is one of these. Church history is another. That said, there are particular areas of theology which I feel even more qualified in than others. Issues in prolegomena are what I spend most of my time in these days (I know . . . sounds boring). Also, I don’t think there are many people who are as well versed as I am in the use of the Greek word huper by amanuenses in the Oxyrhynchus Papyri (and there are probably fewer who care!).
However, even with those things that I know most about and on which I feel qualified to teach, I am hesitant to call myself an expert (much less a “master”). Why? Because I live with the reality that there is more information out there that can further increase my understanding. I also know that there are people who are better trained in these subjects, who don’t come to the same conclusions at which I have arrived. You have heard the saying, “I am a jack of all trades and a master of none.” That is how many of us are. We cannot all be experts in every area of life. While some of us may know a lot about many things, there will always be someone who knows more. There is always going to be something we don’t know.
For some, this reality paralyzes their ability to commit. Due to the fact that there is someone out there that possibly knows more than they do, they are unable to have a confident faith.
This issue is actually more complex than it might sound. I fear that what you may be hearing is that people believe they have to be the smartest person on a particular subject in order to believe this or that about an issue. In reality, the noncommittal attitude is due to the fact that there may be yet-to-be-found information out there, whether discovered or undiscovered, which can change one’s understanding.
I don’t know much about science, geography, cosmology, or evolutionary biology. As a result, I become very timid when people ask me to be definitive about these subjects, even when they relate to the Bible. I used to spend quite a bit of time in these areas, hoping to orient myself enough to formulate an informed and definitive opinion on the issues involved. However, after a while, I backed off on such lofty goals, knowing that I did not have the time. I also came to find that the “experts” in these fields, whether believers or unbelievers, were following too much of an ideology for my goal of being definitive to be realized. There remained too much information yet to be discovered, whether physical or philosophical, for anyone to be definitive. However, the fact remains that there are both people who know more than I do, and information that has yet to be found by anyone which can disturb my conclusions.
Again, there will always be people who know more than you. I don’t ever encourage anyone to be an expert in everything. This is impossible. However, the fact that someone knows something you don’t should not prevent you from being confident in your faith for a few reasons:
1. Referred Expertise
Just because you cannot be an expert in every area does not mean that you cannot be well informed by experts in these areas. For example, I know enough about textual criticism (the science and art of reconstructing the original text of Scriptures from the manuscript evidence) to teach on it. However, Dan Wallace knows much more than I do about the subject. So does Bart Erhman. These men come to differing conclusions about some things involved in textual criticism. But I can be informed by both of them. I can have access to their scholarship without having to personally acquire their level of scholarship. They, along with many others, have written very accessible works on textual criticism which provide me with a justified basis for my faith, whichever direction it turns. Even though you may not be able to become an expert in this or that area, you can be well informed by those who are truly good and intellectually honest scholars in the areas relevant to your belief.
2. Uncertainty Principle
I will talk more about this later, but suffice it to say for now that we all have to live with some degree of uncertainty based upon our ignorance. Even Dan Wallace and Bart Erhman don’t have all the information about the discipline in which they are both considered to be the top experts in the world. Couple this with the fact that they, like all people, don’t have a completely holistic understanding of how their conclusions might be influenced by other areas of study. However, this is the way we live in every area of life. There is nothing that we do or believe which is based upon our prior acquisition of infallible and exhaustive knowledge. We function off the “sufficiency principle.” All we need is probability in order to be justified in our beliefs. If the information that we have points to the probability of one conclusion over another, then our belief in that conclusion is justified, even if we may be lacking some data. If you get into your car and drive, you have demonstrated this point, even if you had the tires checked by an expert! There will always be some uncertainty, but this does not mean your non-belief is justified.
In the end, God is the only one who has access to all the data, and therefore, is the only one who is infallible in all His understanding.
3. Undue Credit Given to the Unknown
In my opinion this issue presents the most important reason why many doubt God. On many occasions we believe there are people who know more than us, or we believe there is some “secret” information out there that would change everything, resulting in the case that we perpetually suspend our belief. When it comes to the “God question” and the issues surrounding Christianity, there exists no secret silver bullet on the side of unbelief that only those with an IQ of 120+ can understand. Don’t let words and phrases like “Greek mythology,” “second-temple Judaism,” “redaction criticism,” “psychological obscurantism,” or “Ancient near-east creation narratives” get you down. While a lot of smart people tend to go in the direction of unbelief with these issues, there are also some very smart people who go another direction which ends in belief.
You also need to understand that there is not really anything new out there. There is nothing new about the “New Atheists.” They are just making old arguments in a new way. Ninety-nine percent of the time, their issues are issues that are revitalized and, sometimes, repackaged. Become a good student of church history and you will find this to be the case, which may help alleviate your fears.
I think we get the idea behind this third cause due to people who give their testimony about how they started studying in college or graduate school, and subsequently lost their faith. We are prompted to think about What are they learning that I don’t know that is causing them to no longer believe? What faith-killing information do they now have that I don’t (because I am not educated enough)? Then again, the tide turns both ways. There are smart people who receive the same education who not only remain believers, but actually strengthen their faith due to their belief that the evidence against Christianity is even weaker than they thought. Minus the “smart,” this describes me. The more I engage in the supposed “unknown,” the more I am convicted of the truth of Christianity. The more I hear about alternatives to the existence of God and the resurrection of Christ, the more I am convinced, due to the weaknesses of the alternatives, that the battle is not on an intellectual front, but a spiritual one.
Conversely, we need to be careful here, because it is not my intent to convince an unbeliever to become a believer simply because of his “fear of the unknown.” The evidence for both sides is clear and easy to understand. There is no fine print. Simply put, there is no information out there in any area that the really smart people have which is even slightly detrimental to Christianity. If it were, they would write about it. But their writings contain nothing new. Every objection to Christianity has been answered for two thousand years. This does not mean you will be compelled to accept the answer, it just means that your belief will not lose justification based on some “unknown.”
Your doubt does not need to hang on this issue. Does someone know something you don’t? Of course. Do they know something that is detrimental to your Christian faith? No. Don’t let heavy-handed tactics manipulate or scare you. (And don’t use heavy-handed tactics to manipulate others into belief that Christianity is true either!). Uncertainty does not have to paralyze your faith. Even a small amount of belief is enough to make a commitment each day.
More to come . . .
12 replies to "What if Someone Knows Something You Don’t?"
Michael
I’m not certain I fully comprehended the essence of your heart in the above post so my comments and observations may come across a bit disjointed.
In evaluating my personality and my life I’ve discovered that the word of God has a corrective and instructional nature to it that I would have done better to pay closer attention to in my earlier years. Therefore, today my hesitation or uncertainty over life and situations is because I no longer trust myself, I’m no longer so cocksure that the thoughts of my mind and heart are correctly aligned with the heart of God and as such has nothing to do with my faith in Him or his word but a concern that my wicked and deceptive heart is once again leading me astray. That being said, what might be perceived as a lack of faith in God…a hesitation, a pause, an uncertainty (to use your terminology) sets the stage to obey scripture, to wait on God, to be patient and resist the world, the flesh and the devil.
Thank you for your thoughtful and informative contributions.
I think this is an incredibly small-minded claim. I’m a Christian and I e.g. like Roger Olson, but think he holds very low standards for Christians in certain domains. For example, see his Calvinism Appearing in Unexpected (and Innapropriate) Places, in which I questioned his low expectations—we had a back-and-forth; see his last comment. Maybe this is the true state of the church, but it is a church where fellow Christians cannot love each other in a way that transcends Jesus’ description of tax collectors and Gentiles in Mt 5:43-48. What ever happened to John 13:34-35, 17:20-23??
There will always be something detrimental to Christianity as currently practiced, because we worship an infinite God who wants to make our ways more like his ways and our thoughts more like his thoughts, such that we become perfect like he is perfect, being transformed from one degree of glory to the next. This will take forever to accomplish, and we are told that eternal life is to know God. Any particular instantiation of Christianity will have error that can lead to even better worship of Jesus. The most scathing criticism I could make of Christianity—as an insider—is that we Christians are terrible at respecting the evidence. We do things that have bad fruit and refuse to repent—contra e.g. Nehemiah. We hurt people…
Luke says:
The most scathing criticism I could make of Christianity —as an insider—is that we Christians are terrible at respecting the evidence. We do things that have bad fruit and refuse to repent—contra e.g. Nehemiah. We hurt people…
William Orris says:
Therefore, today my hesitation or uncertainty over life and situations is because I no longer trust myself, I’m no longer so cocksure that the thoughts of my mind and heart are correctly aligned with the heart of God and as such has nothing to do with my faith in Him or his word but a concern that my wicked and deceptive heart is once again leading me astray.
When I add Michael opinion with these two, I see myself reflected in the mirror of my thoughts. My more engineering/science mind conflicts daily with the ineffability of a God of aseity. And I am left with no answers.
This does not stop me from looking or searching or studying, because, I suspect, I am cursed with ‘holy” curiosity. Rather than despair I am lifted up. It is at this point that my reliance on my definition of faith saves me for Hope. “Belief as a verb.” In the midst of my confusion I pray as Anselm of Canterbury:
“Lord I am not trying to make my way to your height,
for my understanding is no way equal to that,
but I do desire to understand a little of your truth which my heart already believes and loves. I do not seek to understand so that I may believe, but I believe so that I may understand; and what is more, I believe that unless I do believe I shall not understand.”
Proslogion. 1.155-57, p244
Is it a perfect answer? No. but it soothes me like a warm quilt on a cold winter night. There is still cold out there and I hear it baying at the window but I am warm an safe till the morning Son shines His Light.
Have a God filled Day,
Your brother,
Jay Saldana
appreciated “We long for the “faith of a child”; and “I think we get the idea behind number three” and of course, “If you ever hear me playing, you would understand the danger” :)
there are three that testify: the Spirit and the water and the blood; and the three are in agreement.
thinking, earnestly desire one greater gift, faith? A.S.K?-how much more will your Father who is in heaven give what is good to those who ask Him! The things that are impossible with people are possible with God. Truly Jesus says whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child will not enter it at all.
“I am not talking about unbelievers”
‘course for unbelievers too since it shall be that everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved
Michael- I consider you to be one of the most objective, even handed Calvinists I know of. But you have some real Ding-a-Ling fellow Calvinists out there. No wonder you said you would rather hang out with Arminians than Calvinists.
I’m thinking now of Tim’s post on “What if my children are not elect.” I mean, if some of the things these guys are saying is good news, then we sure don’t need any bad news. My heart goes out for “Tima,” comment # 204; Read it when you get a chance, and pray for this person who needs the sound of grace more than he/she needs a soul-less doctrine of sovereign uncaringness.
I am beginning to wonder if the invitation to comment on these blogs ought to be discontinued; too much heat, not enough light. Sometimes after reading the comments, I feel like I need a shower.
Grace to you, Bro. Stumblefoot
Here’s what I know:
1. I supported the textual criticism kickstarter.
2. Neither on the kickstarter page nor in private email is anyone from this ministry responding to inquiry about how much longer will the delay be.
3. You even asked for a tshirt size over a month ago and haven’t sent anything.
4. I supported the church history project, the resurrection project, and the reliability of the gospels project. I guess that kind of support doesn’t warrant an answered email.
Mr. Patton, this isn’t the way you keep supporters.
I think you are really onto something, Michael.
I do believe that the thoughts offered here:
http://theoldadam.com/2013/11/01/this-sermon-epitomizes-the-work-that-came-out-of-the-reformation/
echo (in some ways) the belief that we often don’t know, or can’t know exactly what is happening in our Christian walk.
(I’ve heard a couple of thousand sermons in my lifetime – the above is my all time favorite – for what that is worth :D)
OOPS! I thought I had cancelled this before it got printed.
“Ding-A-Ling,” I decided was a bit provocative, but it’s too late to stop it now. When will I learn?! Brother Stumblefoot
I think we believe mainly with our hearts, with our emotions (at least I do). The brain, of course, has a huge part in it (we can’t believe in something that our minds see as contradictory) but the final push in things that are not crystal clear is from our gut, our soul. I’m a Christian because I love Jesus of Nazareth, His teachings resonate with the deepest part of me, if there was a God I want Him to be like Jesus presented Him. I’m reminded of an interview with U2 many years ago and they mentioned that Bono, the Edge and Larry had attended Bible studies (or prayer meetings) in their high school years and that their faith now is still a reflection of those days. I think I also wish to live like that, keeping the simplicity of the faith I had when I first encountered Christ and his Spirit.
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Here’s a blog piece from my world!
http://www.theimaginativeconservative.org/2013/04/the-gospel-the-intellectual-life.html