“The Christian life is a life of starting over every day.” -Unknown

I remember hearing the story about the Christian farmer who acquired two new cows. He took his wife out to show her the new acquisitions. He told her, “Yep, fine looking cows aren’t they? But don’t get too attached to both of them. One is for us and one is for the Lord.” The farmer’s wife replied, “Which one is the Lord’s?” “Don’t know yet,” he said. “No need to decide now.” After a few months, the farmer came into the kitchen where his wife was. He was downcast. “What’s the matter,” she asked. “It’s the cows. One of them took ill last night. I am sad to say, but she died. There was nothing I could do.” “Oh dear,” the wife replied. “Which one was it? The Lord’s or ours?” “It was the Lord’s,” the farmer quickly came back. “But I thought you had not decided which was the Lord’s.” “Nope,” he responded. “It was the Lord’s. The Lord’s cow died.”

While this is a great illustration when it comes to Christian stewardship, especially of our finances, it broadly applies to how so many of us Christians treat the things of the Lord.

I will get back to the Lord’s cow in a moment.

I am so often convicted by my inability to live up to my calling and representation of Jesus Christ. I am quite hyper-critical, especially of myself. Idle time for me breeds much self-condemnation, remorse, and feelings of insufficiency. I have to discipline myself quite a bit here. I cry out to the Lord “Why aren’t I a better person?” The issues are plenty. While I don’t have any acute self-destructive addictions that would make most people’s top ten list, I am addicted to sin nonetheless. I am often mean, irritable, and selfish. Ask my wife. She will be happy to fill in the details. In short, I don’t have a stable personality in many ways. I never know who is going to wake up. I can manipulate truth with the best of them. Sometimes I justify my selfishness do to the bitterness that life often rewards. The easiest thing to ease my conscience is to compare myself to other Christians around me. I pick out the worst of them and say to myself, “At least I am not that bad.”

However, the guilt is intensified when I begin to look to the outside world and see many people who don’t even love the Lord who act better than I do. They seem to be more giving, have better marriages, and less self-conscious. It is true that I cannot see deep into their lives, but, nevertheless, from my perspective, many of them seem to be doing better on the Christian score card than me. In short, it seems that people, non-Christians and Christians, are letting the Lord’s cow die.

Not only this, but we see moral failure all over the place by Christian leaders. Those who are supposed to be leading the way fall in the ditches of depravity themselves. From child molestation to secret homosexual encounters, Christianity is at no loss for scandal. Then there are the great historical black-eyes from forced conversion (inquisition) to wars being lead by the church (the crusades). I don’t want to blow this out of proportion or be unfair here, knowing that fallen leaders will always get more press, but the fact is that Christians often don’t fair much better than non-Christians.

Sure, there are many like me who think in cosmic scales. I have imagined being martyred for my faith. No matter how I imagine it, I always see myself making that ultimate sacrifice. As well, I think to myself that if I had a million dollars, I would give most of it away. And you know what? I think I would. However, these cosmic cows so often give way to the day to day cows. All of them are dying. All of them are the Lord’s. It is not the cosmic sacrifices that are hard, it is the widows mites. It’s not the big things that we resign that are hard, it is the little things. Its not the theoretical cows that are sick, it is the actual ones.

The more I talk to other Christians, the more I find this real struggle present. The things we want to do—the things we know we ought to do—don’t get done much. And the thing that frustrates them is the same thing that frustrates me: we all want to be better people. We all want to sacrifice our cows. But for most of us, we have to pick ourselves up off the ground anew every day. The Christian life, for so many of us, is a life of perpetual new beginnings. It is starting over again every day due to the failures of the previous day.

Why doesn’t the Lord just change us? Why does he allow so much character failure from his children? Our prayers are sincere. But, when we back up and get a good look at things, it does not seem like Christians are much better people.

Why aren’t Christians better people?

Wrong answers:

Wrong answer #1: Christians are always better people. In fact, once you become a true Christian you should expect to reach complete and total perfection. If you are struggling too much, then you are probably not saved.

This is an answer that has been given by many Christians throughout the years. The formal name for this is “Christian perfectionism” or “complete sanctification.” The idea is that Christians should expect to acquire a perfected life. Sin can be completely eradicated on earth. By the power of the Holy Spirit, the Christian should expect to conquer their sin nature.

However, this is not the message we get from Scripture by any means. Let me explain.


I love the story of Samson in the book of Judges 13-16. Thank God it was not passed over. If ever there was a guy who did not fit the qualifications on anyone’s top ten list of what it means to have faith in God, it was Samson. This guy was about as selfish and self-centered as they come. From the moment he comes on the scene, we see him seeking an unlawful marriage and, like a child, throwing a tantrum to his parents (Judges 14:1-4). Next we see him arrogantly telling riddles and making hasty deals. When those challenged with the riddle solved it, he lost his temper and went and killed thirty men and took their clothes to fulfill his obligation. All of this time, we are told that the Lord was using him in spite of his arrogance (Judges 14:19). His whole ministry was one of personal selfish revenge. Yet through all of this, he was a chosen vessel of God; he was one who was called a man of faith in Hebrews 11:32. Why wasn’t he a better person?


Poor Lot. He is forever labeled as one of the wayward Christians. Lot was the nephew of Abraham who had an eye for the pleasures of the world. He lived among the depravity of Sodom and Gomorrah as if he were one of them. He hung out at the bars and stood by in passive approval of the homosexual culture in which he chose to live. Yet, Peter calls  him a man of faith designating him with the title “righteous” (2 Pet. 2:7). It is only through Peter that we see that he was “distressed” living among the debauchery. Yet, he curiously did not leave. Why wasn’t he a better person?


Romans 7 is an epic passage of Scripture for those of us who are distressed about our own sinfulness. Let’s let Paul speak for himself:

Romans 7:14-20
“For we know that the law is spiritual, but I am of the flesh, sold under sin. 15 For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. 16 Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. 17 So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. 18 For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. 19 For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. 20 Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.”

This is an epic passage of Scripture because it presents us with the epic battle that defines so many of our lives. Those things we want to do, we don’t do. Those things we don’t want to do, we do. Why doesn’t God instantaneously make us better Christians? Why is it that the Lord’s cow is consistently the one who is sick and in need of attention?

Time will fail me if I speak of the failures of Moses, Jephthah, Abraham, Jacob, David, and the Apostle Peter. It’s hard to get more clear than 1 John 1:8: “If we claim to have no sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us.” The Bible seems clear. Christians, while here on the earth, will struggle with sin.

Wrong answer #2: Christians should not expect any victories or change. We will be controlled by our old nature until the resurrection.

An equally wrong position to take is to believe that we should not expect any victories over sin. Christians don’t wave the white flag and give in to our sin nature. While we may lose battles and limp with the wounds of our battle scars, we are in the fight. The Bible tells us that we have died to sin. It no longer is our master. Though we may give into our depravity more than we desire, we are being changed. How do we know?

First, we must must not lose perspective of the most significant change that has already occurred in our lives: we have turned to God for forgiveness. That is the greatest victory that we can experience. We have waved a white flag indeed. This flag surrendered our own self-righteousness to God. We yielded in subjection to God’s words: “All your righteousness is as filthy rags” (Isa. 64:6). We have been introduced to the creator of all things and we have bowed our knee to Jesus Christ. From God’s perspective, we are clean. From God’s perspective the change from who we were to who we are could not be greater.

Second, Paul says that we are not under obligation to obey our sinful lusts (Rom. 8:12). Before, we were slaves to sin. Now, we are slaves to God. While it may not feel like it sometimes, the reality is that sin is not our master. Before, we had no choice but to let the Lord’s cow die. Now, we have the option that was not present before. We can let it live and recognize that it is more expedient to do so. 

Third, though the change is often very slow, God is at work in us. “I am confident of this very thing: he who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ” (Phil. 1:6). The very fact that Christians cannot live comfortably in sin for too long is evidence of the work of God in us. The very fact that we daily come before the Lord with defeated faces is evidence of the power of the Spirit. The very fact that we are more and more inclined to open our hand to grace is due to our trust in Christ.

Forth, broadly speaking, I do think we find that Christians fair better than we are often led to believe. Christians are not perfect, but studies have shown that Christians are more benevolent than other people groups. They are more likely to give to the poor, remain faithful to their spouse, and obey the law (see Christians Are Hate-Filled Hypocrites…And Other Lies You Have Been Told, Bradley Wright). In fact, when studies are shown with regard not merely to Christians but Christians who are committed to their faith (i.e. regularly attend church, pray daily, have more understanding of what it means to be a Christian), you will find that Christians fair much better. But this is a given seeing as how it is commitment to the faith that we are wrestling with!

My answer

First and foremost, I don’t give in to the assumption of the question. I think that Christians are better people (or, at least, better than they were). By the grace of God, Christians have relinquished their cosmic rebellion toward their creator. They have turned to him in repentance for salvation. This is indeed an incredible thing that is only possible by the grace of God. To be in rebellion toward God is the worst possible act that we can do.

As well, while Christians do live dichotomized lives to some degree, this is something that the Bible says will happen. It is exemplified by the heroes of the faith. It is only remedied by the resurrection of the Body.

I love what Ray Stedman says in his book Authentic Christianity in a section entitled “The Battle Already Won”:

“Since we can live only in one area of relationships of our life at any given moment, it is evident that we can be in a Spirit-controlled area one moment and in a flesh-dominated area the next. This is why we can be a great person to live with one minute (delightful, because we are in the Spirit) and then a moment later some old habit of the flesh reasserts itself and we are right back in our old covenant behavior—harsh, nasty, or cruel. When we become aware of those feelings within, we know we will lose our Christian reputation if we are allowed to show, so we snatch an evangelical veil and hide the fading glory.

But how encouraging to know that the Spirit will never give up the battle! He seeks in a thousand ways to invade each separate relationship of the soul, and gradually He is doing so—sometimes faster, as we yield to him; sometimes very slowly, as we resist and cling to our veils. The more we work and live with the face of Jesus clearly in view, the more quickly we find each area of our life being changed into His likeness.” (102-103)

Why aren’t Christians better people? I think the better question is: Why doesn’t the Lord just instantly change and perfect us when we turn to him? Why is it such a battle? That is a question that I don’t have the answer to. But I do know that the Bible tells us up, down, and sideways that this is the way it will be until the final enemy is defeated, death (1 Cor. 15:26). We are to neither have defeatist attitudes, nor attitudes of judgmental triumphalism. One day the Lord’s cow will never get sick or die.

C Michael Patton
C Michael Patton

C. Michael Patton is the primary contributor to the Parchment and Pen/Credo Blog. He has been in ministry for nearly twenty years as a pastor, author, speaker, and blogger. Find him on Patreon Th.M. Dallas Theological Seminary (2001), president of Credo House Ministries and Credo Courses, author of Now that I'm a Christian (Crossway, 2014) Increase My Faith (Credo House, 2011), and The Theology Program (Reclaiming the Mind Ministries, 2001-2006), host of Theology Unplugged, and primary blogger here at Parchment and Pen. But, most importantly, husband to a beautiful wife and father to four awesome children. Michael is available for speaking engagements. Join his Patreon and support his ministry

    14 replies to "Questions I Hope No One Will Ask: Why Aren’t Christians Better People?"

    • Brandon

      I have often wondered why God doesn’t just change us all at once. It would be so much easier.

      I guess the “correct” answer would be so that we would give the glory to God and not ourselves. If we had immediate success we would forget our first love and think too highly of ourselves. Through our struggles and failures we are continually forced to recognize that we are saved and accepted only through Christ.

      I have to admit though, that even with a view of our struggles being for God’s Glory, it doesn’t make our struggles any less real or painful.

      Thanks for this series of posts. I’ve enjoyed and benefited from all of your, “questions I hope no one will ask.”

    • Phil McCheddar

      Why aren’t Christians better people?

      In my own case, I wonder if it is because of what the Puritans called ‘evangelical hypocrisy’. Jesus has paid the penalty for my sins and it no longer depends on me to save myself from hell by my own efforts, so I unconsciously slacken my pursuit of personal holiness. Love & gratitude towards God is not as powerful an incentive to be holy as trying to escape hell by my own efforts. I unwittingly turn God’s grace into a licence to sin. After all, if I sin I can just ask for forgiveness and all will be well. If I am a half-hearted Christian I won’t get such a big reweard in heaven but at least I will still get there, and it is an attractive proposition to go to heaven when I die *and* enjoy an easygoing life on earth before I die.

      I don’t reason it out logically like that and I would repudiate such an idea if it were suggested to me. But this is the numbing effect the gospel of free grace can have on me unless I keep alert.

    • nazaroo

      My problem with this post is that it appears to be yet more of the “modern gospel”. A substitution of the real gospel, sugar-coated and designed by psychology experts to bring about semi-conscious agreement with many unstated and non-scriptural positions and viewpoints. In other words, it looks like secular modern post-Christianity, posing itself as the gospel once again.

      It has a real “Roman Catholic” feel and mode of expression, heavy on the guilt and self-depreciation, almost as a badge of honour, but little content that can be aligned with Holy Scripture. Really.

      The story of the cows could have been an opportunity to teach the NT position on ownership and stewardship as portrayed in the story of Annanias and Saphira in Acts. Not that I expect anyone to have a grip on that; I would expect rather that if Jesus were in the crowd listening to the typical sermons, he’d say something like, “You’re a teacher in Israel, and you don’t know these things (properly)?”

    • nazaroo

      Here’s y main beef: (too many to list everything):

      Actually, Christians ARE better people. That’s my clinical experience. They are a lot better informed on moral and ethical issues than the average doorknob agnostic, and care more about them. They also as a habit perform better than agnostics, atheists, and other religionists.

      That is my real experience. Although I see lots of faults in other Christians and myself, they score a lot better in just about every important category than others, even when they are really messing up.

    • nazaroo

      Your story of Samson was extrapolated, but perhaps not really inaccurate. But when you move to LOT, you really go way out there and just make crap up.

      “He lived among the depravity of Sodom and Gomorrah as if he were one of them. He hung out at the bars and stood by in passive approval of the homosexual culture in which he chose to live”

      Not only is this part of your story completely absent from Holy Scripture, its the opposite of what Holy Scripture teaches about Lot.

      Epic Fail.

      It may just be your mind wandered and imagined the ancient world of Lot functioned like your neighbourhood, but this really is a violation of Revelation 22:18.

      What were you thinking?

      Lot obviously did not partake in the sins of the Sodomites, and protected the angelic visitors from danger. The story may present difficulties because of its terseness, but that is no excuse to blaspheme Lot. Unfounded slander and gossip are rightly condemned in NT and OT.

    • Bob

      Thank you Michael for sharing your thoughts. They are a reflection of my thoughts and I draw strength from this to keep on going. I’m encouraged by your words to go to Christ again, every morning.

    • Ed Kratz


      Read the rules please. You broke just about every one.

      Also, please read the post carefully before you comment. Not much of what you said applies to the post.

      Thanks so much.

    • John

    • jim


      It has a real “Roman Catholic” feel and mode of expression, heavy on the guilt and self-depreciation, almost as a badge of honour, but little content that can be aligned with Holy Scripture. Really.

      Really, where on earth did you see this in Michael’s post.

      Phil #2 ; You said “But this is the numbing effect the gospel of free grace can have on me unless I keep alert.”
      I don’t understand what you mean by the numbing effect the gospel of free grace can have? Free grace is our path to salvation not away from it. Would you please explain.

      Enjoyed this post michael, welcome to humanity which we are all slave to at times. Thank you Lord for your forgiveness when I don’t follow.

    • Alex Jordan


      I agree –we ought to be able to answer this question, both for others, and especially for ourselves. It’s obvious there’s a big gap between what the Christian is called to be, and what he/she actually is in experience. Scripture explains we are creatures who have been made new (2 Cor 5:17); who have been sealed with the Holy Spirit (Eph 1:13; who have been born of God (John 1:13), but who, at the same time, are capable of sinning when we act according to the flesh (Romans 7, Gal 5:16-17). This capacity for sin remains until God remove its, when He glorifies us. This is something every Christian looks forward to.

      So though we are no longer of the world (John 15:19), yet in a sense we remain tethered to it because we have desires within that war against our souls (James 1 :14-15, 1 Peter 2: 11), and a law of sin that dwells in our members (Rom 7: 23).

      We need to grasp these realities, so we’ll pursue righteousness with a mature understanding.

    • Alex Jordan

      P.S. Just a minor thing, but I noticed in the article you used the word “fair” where I believe you meant to use the word “fare”.

    • Alex Guggenheim

      I might respond to the question, “Well, you do know that it is our “awfulness” that God often uses in enlightening us as to our need of salvation so possibly some of that awfulness raises it ugly head now and then and speaking of awfulness did you know Christ did for everyone’s awfulness (sorry, you Limited Atonementists must excuse yourselves from this Act in the play :)), including mine and yours so that you, too, may be saved from judgment?”

    • John B

      When we were unsaved, our greatest desire was to live in rebellion toward God and so we did. Now that we are saved our greatest desire is to be in relationship with God, so my question is how can we so easily depart from our greatest desire? What am I missing?

    • Alex Guggenheim

      Your statement “now that we are saved our greatest desire is to be in relationship with God” is treated with a presumed absolute. That is, now that we are saved there are times when our greatest desire is to be “in” or focused “upon” or preoccupied “with” or controlled “by” our relationship with God but the Bible also recognizes that we are not absent from our sinful desires either and that there is a constant war that is waged by our sinful flesh against that which is spiritual and we succumb to this because are not yet perfected. So this may be what you are missing in asking “how can we so easily depart from our greatest desire?”.

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